Monday, April 26, 2010

Where I am.....Where I wanna Be

Do you love your life? I love mine....but i could love it a little more. I dont want to sound like a spoiled brat, but I have always had goals in my life. When i was a young girl, i knew exactly what I wanted. To bad it didnt always work out that way. Is 26 old? Some people say yes (those peeople are under 26) lol

Although I am past due on my "goals" I set as a young girl, I know now that I would not be the woman I am now, without the chance to experience life. Whether it be good or bad. Holding off on marriage when I thought I was too young...holding off on children with man who was abusive....they have made me stronger.

I now know what to expect from life. I now know what I deserve from life. I now know how to make those things happen for myself.

So, somebody asked me if I am happy where i am now. My answer is yes. I have been independant since high school graduation, I moved 300 miles from my family to attend and graduate from Temple University, I have a great apartment, a car that runs, a job that I love and am currently advancing in. And to top off all of that, I have a man whom I adore and I know adores me.

For the longest time all I could think about was "getting the ring." So much so, that I was chasing it. It is at this moment while writing this blog, I feel like the ring will come to me. It is today that I feel like my life is falling into place. And it didnt happen when I wanted it to. It is happening as God has pre planned it to.

Thank you for allowing me to step back and relax and let life happen to me! I love it....and it only gets better from here!

Goodnite

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